Wishing You Were Here

R.I.P. DADDY 3-19-09
Daddy where are you?
I need you back in my life.
Nothing is the same
without you by my side.
Daddy I love you
and I miss you so much.
I just wish I could feel
your warm gentle touch.
Walking through darkness,
trying to find the Light.
I pray every single day
that things will be alright.
Past memories haunt my head
of when I found you dead.
Pale face, no heartbeat,
cold skin, loss of life.
The more I think about it,
the more I begin to cry.
Losing you is hard on me,
why did you have to die?
Tears roll down my cheek
because I miss your touch.
I miss everything about you;
Daddy, I miss you so much.
Reminiscing on the past
and all the good times we had.
Wishing I could do it again
and say I love you Dad.
You are the only person
who was always there.
Losing you at age sixteen
just really didn’t seem fair.
Now I feel so alone,
I had to grow up fast.
Having to take care of myself,
my childhood didn’t last.
Your death was so unexpected,
why did this happen to you?
I don’t think I’ll ever understand,
I just wish it wasn’t true.
Your death changed me
in so many different ways.
It made me into the
strong woman I am today.