The Mask

I know it’s hard to relax,

When you are broken inside.

You walk around with a mask,

And you are trying to hide.

All the pain you have been through

And the battle you’re now in.

Lost, unsure of what to do;

The answers come from within.

🌟 I woke up crying this morning and it took me 3 hours to finally get out of the bed. I kept getting up, then laying back down. When I was laying in bed crying, I glanced out of my bedroom window and noticed a bright star, directly in front of me, shining through the clouds. This star gave me hope, so I decided to get up and start writing. I am glad I got out of the bed because laying there for hours only made me feel worse. I feel so much better now that I got myself up. The last 10 years, I relied on drugs, alcohol, relationships and living in the fast life to avoid dealing with my problems. Most of my life, I didn’t think or talk about any of my problems. I spent that time helping or listening to everyone else, so I didn’t have to deal with my own issues. Now that I’m sober and I changed my life, I’m finally dealing with and healing from the last 10 years. 🌟✨🌟✨🌟 REMEMBER: It’s ok to cry, it’s ok to be sad; it’s all a grieving process. Don’t avoid dealing with the pain; because in order to heal, you must feel. The struggles will make you stronger; you got this; don’t give up. 🌟✨🌟✨


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