I’ve Been Here

I’ve been up, I’ve been drinking, most of the day.
I’ve been down, I’ve been searching, trying to find a way.
But in all mental pains… It will stay the same…
I’ve been searching, most of the world.
I’ve been lurking, trying to find a girl.
She ran away from me,
I’ve been trying to see,
The girl she used to be.
I’ve been around, I’ve been hoping, most of my life.
Trying to find a way, to make things right.
It’s driving me insane… I’ve been looking for a change…
I’ve been down, I’ve been smoking, all of my night.
I’ve been high, I’ve been hurting, this doesn’t feel right.
But in all mental pains, there will come a change.
I’ve been standing, closer to you.
I’m done looking, it’s time to be true.
Unsure of what to do, from all you’ve put me through.
I’ve been broken, feeling so used.
I’ve been shouting, within me too.
Good pairs come in two’s,
It’s the Light that I choose.
I’ve been up, I’ve been climbing, since I left you.
I’ve been around, I’ve been fighting, my demons too.
I can’t ever lose,
I’m breaking all the rules.
I’m awake, I’ve been thinking, most of my days.
I’ve been hiding, I’ve been quiet, with so much to say.
I’m going a new way, must stay strong today.
I’m done smoking, clear the airway.
I’m done drinking and decided to pray.

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